i wanna be in a john hughs film.

ya know? pretty in pink, 16 candles, breakfast club, st. elmo's fire...one of those. i love the comparison of clean, fresh, ray-ban clad, bmw driving, a-ha listening popular groups to the punk nobody. i love relating them to eachother. i love it. i just want that so badly!! it's so chilling and just FUN to watch the whole layout of their lifestyle and how SOMEHOW they are drawn to eachother for some reason.

i guess that's why i'm so in love with THE OC!!!!!! ahhhhh i'm incredibly obsessive.
most of the time i feel like i'm an individual. but i'm SO desperate when i dont have people that i can fall back on. i think it's so cool to have friends. i think that's the COOLEST thing in the world. it's so unattractive to not have friends. when i see someone who i think is a loner one time, but then the next time i see them, they're with friends, it makes me SO happy. it's like i worry about people if they dont have friends. it's just relieving. i guess that's because i'm so scared of losing friends. i'm so scared of being without TRUE friends.

i've been watching the 100 greatest one hit wonders today and i couldnt help but notice HOW MANY songs were from the 80s!! i love the whole new wave stuff. all of that is just great. i love 80s movies. like mystic pizza!! ahhh.. i saw that the other day!!

good to be back on blogger!! i miss reading all of the blogs and what not...i guess i just felt burnt out or something!

And every single hope and dream I could ever conjure up
Passionately springs in me and all things are possible
Plausible and perfectly both of ours forever after and every day
At least it seemed that way
Once for such a beautiful while that still makes me smile -blues traveler